6.23.2007

crazy!

Crazy last night at the Alamo. I love stupid improv humor and I love making fun of movies that meant so much to me once. I could never go to a roast of Wings of Desire, but Breakfast Club...why not? I'd forgotten the Emilio Estevez dance/gymnastics scene and somehow I remembered that there was a real make out scene, but there isn't, it's just some post makeout kissing...strange...

I've been knee deep in Roadside editing.
I am loving hanging out at ASF. The people are nice and I love working somewhere besides my own little office. I like the activity, the bits of conversation and noise and the feel of good work being done around me. Also, it's less lonesome.

It's good to be back in my groove at Trinity.
On Wednesday, I met Norbert, 2 1/2 years old who would not let me go after I snuck him some animal crackers and apple juice. He is a gorgeous child, big blue eyes and a buzz cut that shows off his crazy cowlick. He's strong, too and he loves the animal crackers, but offered one to everyone he met. I love having a friend named Norbert.
Lionel moves into his own place in about two weeks. If you have any household items in good condition that you don't need any more, Lionel could give them a great home. I'll store things until he moves in.

Today more editing, perhaps a movie, but more likely an evening of catchup, which actually feels really good right now.

Trip pictures will be up Sunday morning so you can enjoy them with your coffee...

6.21.2007

Stop by McSweeney's Sale....

McSweeney's is having a sale to recoup losses from their distributor who field for bankruptcy. Subscriptions are $5 off, and most books are super cheap.
Like indie film distribution, indie book/text publishing and distribution has been in a bit of a spin lately. More here.

6.19.2007

tuesday tuesday....

Busy week and it's only Tuesday.
I've been sort of turning my house upside down and shaking it a bit. It's true. Things have been falling around me and I'm giving things away, selling things, having less stuff around me feels right.

One goal I have is to live simpler in a prettier space. So I've been painting, cleaning, rearranging. It's fun.

Another goal is to work hard at work, but not at things that aren't work. I've been a famous hardworker all my life and it's been rewarding. I've had some amazing jobs and projects. I want to keep that work ethic in the work world. As for writing, love, homelife, family life, friends, ideas, running, I just want to do them. I don't want to work at them.

In other news:
Roadside is ambling down the highway.
We had our first writer's group meeting last night. Craig posted pictures.
He's faster than I. I just got my pictures from the trip and am busily loading them up on google...should be one more day.
Funny, I also found pictures of Ryan and Karen, Maddie and Dani, and Ace that I'd forgotten about. I'll post them as well.

I will be sleeping in my brand new room tonight. I can't wait!

6.18.2007

Monday monday....

I have some pictures from the trip that I'll put up on my gmail flicker account soon.

I heard from Annalise today. She's up in Maine teaching guitar and lifegaurding at a summer camp. She told me that most of the counselors already know each other, but she's working her way into "the family."

Last night they had a camp fire and played their guitars and somehow one of them convinced her to play and sing one of her own songs. So she did. She told me she sang quietly, more so than usual, it was scary after all. When she was done, they told her they wanted to hear more, they told her she should teach songwriting and they told her they really like her voice and her words. I tell her this all the time, but hearing it from your peers is more of a validation, and I completely understand that.

Here in Texas, I'm thinking of her up in Maine singing her songs around a campfire and I know I must have done something right in some former life.

Maybe having a child when I was a bit young and uncertain put a little hold on my own creative pursuits, but there is plenty of time left and don't take this wrong, but being a parent is a creative process all it's own.

Today I'm finishing painting. As I paint, I've been listening to the mix CDs Annalise made me before she left. I open the windows, turn up the little boombox and paint. I'm a very messy painter, but it's okay, because I'm good with clean up. I have a new deadline looming and work ahead, so today it's nice to paint and watch the room change.

6.13.2007

william butler yeats




Happy Birthday to Willam Butler Yeats


The Lake Isle of Innisfree

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee;
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear the lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.

6.12.2007

the vagabond settles back in...


Since we returned, Annalise and I have both been diving back into our lives, catching up, doing laundry, working, running, taming the yard.

I've had some quality time with the dogs, who were all quite stressed. The cats apparently told them we were never coming back and there would be no more fresh bags of dog food. We've almost worked through that.

I have loads of pictures to scan and print and I have decided I want to work on my backyard a bit. I was inspired by the gardens I walked through in France and while I have no ambitions to create the Jardins de Plantes in the backyard, I would like to do a little planting.

I have some new work, and more importantly I have some work I'm completing and I'm able to do so with my brand new attitude. Roadside USA is coming along very nicely. I have some new script ideas. I'll be working on the new project that Kat's been blogging about, which is very exciting. There are new avenues to explore right here in Austin.

I don't feel like I"m back yet, though I'm here, driving my car, talking to friends and neighbors, part of me is still sort of somewhere else and that's just fine with me. I decided I want to be more a vagabond in my everyday life. Take things less seriously, expect the unexpected, toss away the guidebook and remain curious.

6.10.2007

huh...

I stepped on the scale this morning to see how much weight I gained while traveling and discovered that I lost three pounds. This was not the plan and I am a bit stunned. I ate my way around France, with a croissant, usually chocolate, for breakfast every day. For lunch we had fresh baguettes with cheese, usually cabecou a delicious creamy goat cheese that I discovered in Sarlat, or cheese that was layered with walnuts, and sometimes I'd have a chocolate croissant with my lunch. One day in the middle of the afternoon, I had hot chocolate because a friend who had lived in Paris for a year told me this cafe had the best hot chocolate in the world. It came in a little white pitcher, creamy and warm and I finished the whole thing, I savored every drop. Our last day in Paris, we went to the same ice cream place twice because it was good.
We did a lot of walking some biking, some running, but we did a lot of eating, too and we did not turn down dessert or avoid fatty meals. We did take some time with our meals, the restaurants in France do not rush you. They want you to enjoy your food, stay awhile, enjoy each bite. Then, I found this.

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home

Arrived home late last night to happy pets and a dirty house. Almost spent the night in Boston, but a kind United ticket agent took pity on us and found us a way home. (Thank you Nikki!) Kat and Mark picked us up way past Kat's bedtime. Stayed up late tidying up and then woke early. Met Kat for an early catch up meeting, bought groceries, tidied up some more, communed with the pets, sorted mail and got to thinking about our adventure of the last two weeks. Today, I was thinking about landing in Paris and our time in Normandy and remembered some favorite moments:
  • The look on Annalise's face when we arrived in Paris.
  • Picking up the rental car and getting stuck in the lot while we read the manual and figured out how to get it in reverse from the drawings. Backing up and driving away feeling victorious.
  • Driving out to Giverny to see Monet's garden and discovering irises in shades of copper and bright blue and the deepest purple I've seen, just on the edge of black and luscious poppies of all shades, and the pool of waterlilies or "nympheas".
  • Continuing on to Briqueback, but getting turned around and stopping in at a little cafe to get directions and ordered a sandwich at the counter. We forgot that holding up your first finger means "2" in Europe, (they start counting with the thumb) so he brought out two, but when he realized from our expression that we just wanted one, he insisted on us taking both and charged us for only one even though I tried to pay him for both. We met kind people like him all over the country and we got much better at ordering.
  • Arriving in Normandy, where the roads are narrow and the cows are fenced in by hedgerows. (We later learned that hedgerows are strong enough to stop Sherman tanks.)
  • Staying at La Lande, our B&B in Bricquebec, a farmhouse turned into a cozy home full of books. The hosts are British and all of the guests except for us, were too. We had some great discussions over breakfast and dinner. Speaking of dinner, the food was amazing, starting with salad or soup, then a main course, followed by an assortment of cheeses, followed by dessert. Good wine throughout the meal.
  • Touring the D-Day beaches with Ted, our B&B host and a historian. Seeing the remains of the barges brought over from Britain for the attack and realizing what an amazing, crafty, serious plan the allies had. Stepping into a German tank bunker, seeing the fields, still marked from the bombs, now covered in crops of hay.
  • Driving the narrow country lanes with Ted and learning how the tanks struggled with the hedgerows and the paratroopers with the flooded fields. Walking the beaches of Omaha and Utah, and coming away with a new understanding of the difficulties that the 82nd and 101st Divisions met when dropped onto thousands of German soldiers. I didn't realize that the Nazi's were having an "invasion exercise" when the Americans arrived, losing our advantage of surprise. Most of the tanks sank, and the boys just kept coming to the beach, though they had to know the odds were terrible. I began to understand more of the brave, patriotism of that day.
  • Visiting Sainte Mere Eglise, the first town liberated by the American Paratroopers, the "82nd Airborne". The story of the town is told in the movie, "The Longest Day", when John Steele's parachute catches on the church steeple, where he hangs, and is eventually captured, then rescued. He became a town hero after the war and his family still visits the town on D-Day.
  • Visiting the American cemetery. The graves are arranged in no particular order, generals next to privates, names from every state of the union mixed in with the unknowns, over 6,000 clean white markers, some with crosses some with the star of David. Immaculate grounds, fresh flowers, men with WWII caps and medals on their jackets.


  • Visiting the German cemetery. There are 6 names on each marker, the bodies of 6 boys in each grave and over 10,000 Nazi's are buried here. No fresh flowers, simple, unkempt grounds. Remembering that all the WWII soldiers were just boys and young men, even the Nazis and as Ted said, "they all had mums." Proudly remembering the time Ronald Reagan came here, despite criticism from Americans of both parties, because he wanted to recognize the total cost of war.
  • Hearing stories I'd never read in history books: The paratrooper who took back a German stronghold all by himself and visiting the tiny, simple old church where it all happened. An article from the Birmingham newspaper tells the story of the soldier and how he was awarded the Medal of Honor. The brave French resistance efforts. The French villages who were torn between reistance efforts and the presence of the Nazi soldiers.
  • When Ted pulled out three silver forks and a silver bowl with the initials AH that his father, a WWII photographer picked up from the remains of Hitler's bunker.
  • Visiting the town of Bayeux, wandering into a shop and down the stairs to the basement annex that was built in the 13th century.
  • Going for a run on the last rainy morning in Normandy, hearing the sheep baa-ing as I ran past, seeing a mare and colt, the fresh air, the wildflowers.
  • Driving around the little towns and country roads with Annalise, being amazed at what a good navigator she is and what a great travel team we are. Talking a lot and telling each other stories, relaxing and having fun with each other.

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6.07.2007

city of light

We arrived in paris on Monday, via rail.
I like saying "via rail".

Our hotel, near the Jardin des Plantes and the Parthenon is described as idyllic. It truly is. It's not expensive, has a lovely garden area, no TV, no a/c, a lovely window that opens, charming personnel, good coffee, a collection of books left by other travelers, a patisserie and tiny grocery store within walking distance, a metro stop right down the street, and a funny little cat who we see in the mornings and have made friends with. (I've been sneaking butter wrappers and yogurt lids, too her while I drink my coffee.)

Our first day in paris, we spent walking around and looking at things, had dinner and turned in early. Our second day, we took a bike tour to Versaille, which was fun and touristy in a good way. I loved riding a bike around Paris, then loading it on the train and then exploring the grounds of Versaille. I could have done without touring the castle, too many people, too many cameras. That evening we strolled, got lost, got found. The next day we tourned the champs elysee, the arc d' triumpe, louvre, orsay, and a few other museums, and dinner at the mosque just down the street with a friend of a friend. I had some of the best hot chocolate of my life, (chez angelina), we went up to the sacre cour and montmarte. The next day we tourned notre dame, l'orange, eiffel tower etc. etc.
In between all of that were nice encounters with people, and some strange encounters with dogs and good food and interesting conversation.

Someone at our hotel locked their keys in their room one morning. I was out in the patio garden sipping coffee, Ace was sleeping in. The hotel includes two story buildings arranged around a lovely garden patio. I watched as the hotel owner, the maids, the guest all walked around, looked up at the window, brought out a ladder, started up the ladder, came back down, scratched their heads. Then, someone made a phone call and within minutes, two tiny men arrived. They went in the building and soon climbed out a second story window and onto the roof, then scrambled to the terrace of the locked room and soon the door was open.

Yesterday I started the day with a run through the neighborhood to the Jardin des Plantes. The Jardin is a pretty wonderful place combining science museums, a zoo and a series of gardens you can walk/run through. The scents and colors and plant varieties are wonderful. There are also, wallaby's with their baby wallaby's hopping in a fenced in area.

It's early and I'm about to shower, then head to the patisserie and get my usual, a chocolate croissant and some coffee from the cafe just down the street where they give me one to drink their and two to go. Then, I'll sneak some cream and yogurt to the hotel cat.

We are tired of touring. Today we are going to just go where we feel led. Right now we feel led into the odd shops and the parks. That could change. We can do whatever we want.

It's been a great trip. Worth it. As a friend of mine used to say, 'gotta make the memories while you can." Ace and I have made a lot of them. We joked about laughing over stories with her future children, and we recognize how wonderful it is to have these stories to tell.

We have come to appreciate each other in new ways. We've shown each other skills we didn't know we had. We recognize each other a little differently, if that makes any sense...
This is what I love about travel, the changes you recognize in yourself, may just be the very thing that changes you.

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6.04.2007

the caves, the dordogne, and an adventure in brive


On Saturday we toured Lascaux2, a replica of a prehistoric cave. The replica was created when the original cave was closed in the mid 80's because the art was being damaged by tourists. They weren't damaging it on purpose, their very breath created some kind of chemical reaction with the atomosphere and oxidation and microbes, all of that, was clouding the art. Lascaux2 is an exact replica, created by a team of expert artists who used what they believe are the same methods and materials used to create the original drawings. The cave was discovered when two boys were out walking in the woods with their dog, they found a hole in the ground, peeked in, and hte rest is history. It was pretty wonderful, even though it wasn’t “real”; it almost made the original more real.

Saturday night in Sarlat was pretty exciting. We stopped in at the local internet cafe, then checked out seeing a movie, but it was dubbed in French (Pirates of the Caribbean 3, I think) and so we settled on some excellent pizza and a walk around town. Because the stones used to build the town are all golden tones and because they use gas lights to light the town at night, the city has a lovely golden light about it. Turns out the town was having a 10K run, which was 4 times around the medieval city walls, and we caught most of it, cheered people on, and saw the winner cross.

Sunday morning we toured Font de Gamme, one of the only caves they actually still allow visitors to tour. Only 130 people are allowed in each day the cave is open. Tours are small, only 8 people at a time. You enter the cave through a narrow path, the lighting is dim and the air is damp and musty. After you twist and turn and duck through the cave, you come upon the first paintings. Lights are placed where the original painters placed their crude lanterns made of animal fat, on the natural shelves of the cave. The light hits the curves and creases in the rock, showing how their paintings must have looked to them as they painted. Our guide, a beautiful French man with a deep, serious voice, spoke only French. The odd thing is, while I can’t speak French, I can understand it a bit. The atmosphere is wonderful and mystical and the images of bisons, ponies, reindeer seem to move at times.

They mystery of the caves is why they as the French say, "decorated" them. We do know they didn’t live in the caves, they hunted reindeer, but rarely painted them, and they left tribal symbols near their paintings. Different caves appear to be created by different tribes. It could have been a community space; it could have been a spiritual place. Or, perhaps once they discovered the cave and started etching and drawing and then found minerals to make red and yellow paints as well as black, they discovered the joy of doing something because it’s fun and just kept it up. What is interesting is that in addition to drawing very accurate renditions of some animals, they also drew animals that included parts of each, sort of bison, mammoth, goat, and horse combinations. The French call these drawings, Fantastique.

After our caving, we got some bread to add to our collection of cheese and fruit and headed for a little town called Vitrac to rent a canoe. We wanted to paddle down the Dordogne, and we did. It was luscious, and lush and a lot of fun. I haven’t canoed since I was in Seattle and I watched a couple turn their canoe over and fall in the water. My then boyfriend, actually jumped in the icy water to help the woman who was terrified (though the water wasn’t deep and she was wearing a life vest). I don’t remembering paddling much that time. This time, Annalise and I paddled off and on for about 7 miles. We encountered big boats, some rough waters, some other happy boaters, some really drunk English boy boaters, but mostly it was clear, cool water and amazing vistas complete with chateaus, bridges, castles, and herds of goats.

The canoe place picked us up in Beynac and carted us back to Vitrac along with a family of 4 who had also been canoeing. If I didn’t already feel like the luckiest girl in the world, I did when I got in the car. The teen children were sullen, the father, subdued and annoyed and Mom was sitting alone a row behind them, her head on the window. Oh dear. We made eye contact and I introduced myself, and soon we were chatting. I don't think I'm being genderist when I suggest that women can sense pretty quickly when things aren’t quite right (not that men can’t but it does seem a bit easier for us). As the woman and I chatted, the rest of her family rolled their eyes a lot, contradicted her, and while I wanted to pinch them all, I just pretended not to notice. I wanted to tell the woman to take some time to herself if she needs it and not worry about their sullen attitudes, but of course, we don't do that, I just told her I hoped she had a great rest of the trip. Thankfully, Ace and I are getting along pretty damn great. We know when to give each other space; we talk nicely to each other, the basics. And, Ace is a grown up and grown ups can read maps and help you out of jams…..as we learned in Brive.

After our full day, we headed for Brive, a town no one talks about much. It’s not in the guide books, but it does have a train to London and was near Sarlat. I decided it would be easier to spend the night there, so we could fill the car with diesel, drop it off and get to the train by 9:30 a.m. I had directions to Brive and the hostess at our hotel in Sarlat had booked us a cheap room, so we headed there directly from our canoeing trip. When we arrived in Brive we followed the directions I’d googled to the car drop-off place and ended up at someone’s house. We reversed our steps and ended up at the same place again. Hmmmm….what to do? I could also drop the car at the Brive airport, a bit further, but possible. But now, I might just be lost, too. We remained calm, checked our maps again, and as we were thinking about what to do, we spotted a truck with Hertz signs all over it. Surely it would lead us to Hertz. We followed the truck. We followed the truck right out of town and up a tiny road and near a pasture and then right into the driver’s front gate. Annalise hopped out and using her broken French, asked told him we were sort of lost and were sorry for following him, but we were looking for a place he’d just been.
As she talked to him, a beautiful young man of about 20 or so poked his head in my window, “bon jour”. He joined Annalise and his papa and between the three of them, communication happened and directions were received. We were both a bit stunned that we’d actually done this and Annalise put it well when she said, “that was kind of an amazing race moment, we made friends with a stranger, took a risk, found the place. “ It's true, neither of us are afraid to talk to people or to be uncool. While I am slighlty less so now than when I was traveling around as a student, I still remain happily naively believe that most people are good and helpful and only about 3% are homicidal maniacs.

Back in Brive, we encountered some disenchanted youth and a gray, dreary town full of people who also seemed a bit dreary. The Brivians were not hale and happy as the folks down the road in the Dordogne. Brivians don't have a healthy glow to their skin from fine cheese, raspberries, and prehistoric cave art. Things are not as good in the city. Our hotel was fine, and our hostess was very nice. We ordered a pizza from a place full of locals that we just stumbled upon. We brought it back to the hotel and she brought us two glasses of Bergerac on the house.
Our room looked it belonged in a 50’s Dietrich film, and we tucked into our twin beds and were asleep by 10.


Further adventures, in Paris....next time

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6.02.2007

Bonjour from Sarlat, France

The Loire valley is lovely.
My last morning there (this trip) I did a long run through an enchanted forest, I expected to be met by an ogre or perhaps a princess, or at least a band of gypsies. The trees were ancient, large, the earth smelled cool and gritty.


Sometimes I have to pinch myself...I'm driving through France, walking in a room that was built in the 13th century...

Sarlat is a medieval town in Southern France. We arrived yesterday,just as school was letting out and the medieval streets were full of gorgeous French children, round faced, smiling, happy kids.
Last night we did a walk through town, got familiar with it, had a fabulous dinner, then saw the Yale Schola Cantorem at the local cathedral. Just a happy accident, that.
The cathedral has a pipe organ, built into the stone, the sound is amazing and combined with the voices...it was music I won't forget. Ever.
Today, was market day, so we wandered the streets, sampled all kinds of foods, ate warm croissants, and crepes made to order. I tried my first foie gras, and my last.
All day, people spoke to me as if I were French, handed me political fliers. It's funny, I just look at Annalise and she does her best to converse in her unpracticed, left over from a pretty unremarkable French teacher, French.
We spent the afternoons touring a prehistoric cave. Tomorrow we'll tour more caves and then take a canoe down the Dordogne river. We have bread, cheese, strawberries and raspberries, all of our needs are met.
Annalise is a great naviagator, but Monday we turn the car in and take the train to Paris.
We are getting along famously and think we might want to try to do the amazing race. We might recruit my cousin Sam to join us, as he's crazy like us, but has mad pilot and logistic skills.
We are grateful to be here and to have this time together.
It's not a time we will ever forget.

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